Being the admin of the website, a fanedit fan and also a faneditor has always been a difficult thing, especially because of the responsibility. I have been and always will try hard to be open minded and constructive, even if I have to say something negative or point out some criticism. I don't hold grudges.
As admin I have to say bad things sometimes, warn people about their behavior, even ban them.
As audience I want to name them as I see them, but always with a constructive attitude and from one faneditor to another. I know this is a tough one sometimes to balance out and I am not always 100% successful.
As faneditor I try to be open minded for criticism, wherever I can. Problem is that I love my works and am sensitive to criticism.
The 3 roles don't always mix well and more than once has it happened that my admin role interferes with the way people judge me, sometimes not at all positive.
But I know that I am always there for a discussion, to talk about things, explain my point of view and am willing to state that I was wrong, if the reasons are convincing.
I do have a huge problem with hatred, with envy, with revenge, vendettas and especially stupidity, stubbornness and arguing with no reason.
Sometimes it all sucks.
It could all be easy if I was just one thing of the 3, but most of all I want to create fanedits and watch fanedits made by others. My admin function does not please me and I find it problematic to be a faneditor and own the website (as it always will seem like I am favoring and praising myself), but since there is no one else to do it and no other fanedits website, I am the one in charge. So I am doing this the best I can.